70 days have gone by, the remarkable day just came at my door. I can’t precisely elucidate how my inner being consumed me. I asked myself, will you be able to contend everything? Are you ready and sure of this? I slowly crawl back to the memories, I tend not to express how it slowly made me outside. Breathing deep, trying to hoist the remaining strength I have and wherever this decision leads me, I’m more than ready.
It hits back and form squares on my face, I was attempting to reform my face by simply controlling the feeling. I thought I almost touch the end of the bridge until I figured out, I was not even starting to cross the bridge. Then here I am, like a colorful balloon floating in the air, waiting for the direction of the wind. Waiting for the right spot, a place where I can comfortably arrived. Wishing to be picked up and can bring me back to the place where I belong.
Will I just keep figuring things out? Will I be just hiding in my sinking hole? Will I be comfortable to stay inside the barred cell? Will I be able to get my inner strengths to walk along this journey? But of all the questions looming overhead, one thing I’m sure of, I am not lost, I am just finding back who I was and who I am in the future.
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Introspection is good and allows to correct our courses…loved the pic..
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Thank you 😀
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Finding your passion is the key to happiness. As what Steve Jobs said before he died,”Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become.”
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Wow, such a lovely and motivating quote. Thank you so much!!
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Patience Lai, lol, just keep going as you are, it is blessing others and God will open a door when you are ready. God Bless.
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Hello nanny,
Thank you so much for always reminding me to keep going. God bless you more!
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Yes, you are not lost… Just enjoy the moment while figuring those things out. Don’t hurry. Everything will be fine in time. 🙂
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Hello emz,
Thank you so much.
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Great questions in your soliloquy! I hope you can write a follow up post on the answers 😊
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Hello,
I am happy to tell you that those questions were amost answered. Maybe soon I’ll surely write a follow up post on this.
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You must!! Eagerly await your follow up post LittleLai
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Ang poetic naman. I really like how you describe your inner feelings, Lai.
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Hello Sony,
Thank you so much. Di ko yan alam na mejo makata ako hahaha
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Makatang makata, Lai. Kainggit nga. Sa edad mo ganyan na flow ng thoughts mo.
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hi where was ur photo taken? 😀
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The photo was taken when I made my way to Guimaras Island.
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Hello emz,
Thank you so much😀.
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This kinda struck me. I’m the phase where existential crisis hits. I always tell myself that I haven’t figured out much in life and that it’s okay. But at some point, my anxiety gets the better side of me and takes over. Then *poof* I’ll look down on myself and think that I’m so left behind in life. But yeah, how I wish I could tell that to my family without judging me.
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