I’m so tired of chasing people’s responsibilities. If I can only let them do my responsibility they would probably come to their senses and be responsible even in small things. It’s not my intention to scold people of their being irresponsible, indolent, and being so un-driven, but I can’t control my anger fester and my mouth to say things to them. Sometimes, I utter unfamiliar words when I’m out of restraint, without knowing, I hurt others by saying distasteful words.
Others say to be careful of words that leave your mouth, but I can’t deny the fact that I do say careless words when I get really angry. Being careless, can cause disconnection and gap in every relationship, but it doesn’t mean that I have to be perfect with the way I speak to people, because I’m doing this so they won’t be tolerated and they wouldn’t be irresponsible.
In some certain situations, I tend to draw near them in a nice way to get what I need and for them to think I’m not being rude. But when I do that, they do not grant me a quick and a job well done. I know I have to be humble most of the time, so there would be a symmetrical relationship between me and the people I work with and demand results from them. But if ruling with an iron fist means getting the job well done, then I’d have to be strict and use necessary means and least for the time being until they determine what responsibility is.